I am really not that vain. Even though I have a blog that features mostly...me. And recently I have been knitting a lot for ...me. And maybe taking lots of pictures of ...me wearing those knitted items. I promise I am not that vain.
I am just pregnant for the 9th time and I know that once this time is gone, and the belly shrinks back, I will never remember what this all felt like and what I looked like pregnant.
I will have this baby and then immediately look at all pregnant women with that little sense of envy. I will wonder what it would be like to be pregnant again. I know me. I will forget all of this. The sleepless, uncomfortable nights when you pee 45 times 1 teaspoon each time. I will forget that the last days leading up to baby take an eternity to pass.
I won't remember that I wear the same jeans EVERYDAY because they are the only ones that feel comfortable.
I will just want to know the feeling of being pregnant again.
Well, here I am...pregnant. I feel...pregnant. Sometimes it makes me smile until it hurts and then sometimes.....
it JUST HURTS!!!
But this will end. This will all be part of my story and I WILL FORGET how I felt and how I looked. But thanks to my many knitted objects I have a pretty good record of how I looked this fall while I grew this little baby. No other belly of mine has been this photographed.
With some of the kids I have no pictures of me pregnant..NOT THE CASE HERE!! So thank you for bearing with ...
MORE OF ME!! I have grown this pregnancy more than any other. I have had to change myself in more ways than ever before.
I am supposed to have this baby on January 18th by c-section. This will be my 4th c-section and I can promise you no more belly shots after January 18th...nobody wants to remember that....especially me!!